One man reaching..

So down another pound today and I have been focused on eating my meals. It has been easy for me to identify my cravings. When I am hungry I know I need to go get something to eat and when that happens I want to get something that is healthy. When I want that ice cream my wife is eating next to me or the snacks my sons are having, those are my cravings. They are very easy to identify, I just need to keep my resolve as high as it is now. If I continue with that it will make the journey much easier.

As for the gym I did not get there today but I did take the kids to the Zoo and completed about an hour of walking so i got my cardio in today. I do feel bad about not getting there and I feel that I let myself down by not going. Tomorrow before I pick the boys up from day care I am going to go to the gym for a while. I am going to to do 45 minutes of cardio on the elliptical and do both upper and lower body or the weights.

A positive today was I got a call from a potential employer and I have to go in tomorrow morning and fill out an app and talk to people about the position. Keep your fingers crossed for me. I need a job and I am so blessed by the fact that I have been able to spend so much time with Kaidan and Cooper but I feel like crap because I do not have a job and am not contributing as much to my family as I should be. I know it will work itself out but I just need to keep my moral up about the search.

Well I hope everyone has a good day. Night.