One man reaching..

This was supposed to be posted last night, opps:
So the last three days have been good. Well my abscess has deflated and work is going well. I am excited to get past the training aspect of it and start getting my feet wet. The work is the same as my old job but guidelines and way things are done are different and will keep me on my toes for a while I bet. I am trying to figure out the balancing two houses. I have done it before successfully but not for more then a few months. I think it will be easier here because of the support level i believe is there. I have also found many positives to this agency. I believe they are what makes this agency a great agency to work for, but it is a bit preliminary to say. Also everyone I have met seems very cool.

On to today's info.


So I have been thinking about my confidence level for a bit tonight. Now thinking back I have seen my level rise so much. I have not worried about feeling like the elephant in the room and have not worried about sweating and becoming nervous when doing things out in public or in my house. I wrote a while ago about how I have felt like that all the time before but over the last two weeks I have not even thought about it. I guess being back at work and not worrying about what people think of my size made me think about it. It could also be that I my random mind stumbled upon the thought tonight and I was amazed thinking how the stress from that is gone. YEAH!! At least some stress is gone.

Until tomorrow,
Night.